Didn't get the job

 Hey everyone. I didn't get the job. Been feeling kinda down about it. I was really hoping that I would get something so simple. As it was just cleaning. Guess I shouldn't dwell on what I did not get. I am trying to stay positive about it. Maybe there is a job out there opening up for me right now. It was maybe a good thing I did not get that job. I just hope I can get something soon. Being unemployed SUCKS so much.😞

 I don't know what to do with my time. I spend most of it applying, cleaning, and cooking. Cooking is the only thing besides coffee that I look forward to every day. I think I just need a new hobby. I am at a loss as to what that hobby could be. Does anyone out there have any suggestions? I have already crocheted a skirt, dress, shorts, blanket, and a few tops. I don't feel creative anymore either. I have thought about maybe teaching myself to dance. I don't know what dance I would even want to learn. I feel so stuck. I have so much freedom (kinda), and I don't know what to do with it. I have free will, and I don't do a damn thing with it. What do I even do with myself? I feel like I can't relax to enjoy anything. Maybe I forgot how to be myself. 

Well, no time like the present to really start trying again. Maybe I could make a new page on here for all the new stuff I could try out. I need to do something because I am going insane. I think I will make a new page to try out new hobbies. Like one a month. That could give me the distraction I need at the moment. I guess keep an eye out for a new page. I want to try out cooking a new dish, dancing, art, exploring stuff, and maybe even writing short stories. This blog is going to have so much going on, I can feel it. Stay tuned, my peeps

Interview pt.2

So I think the interview went alright. It was more of a tour. On like how they do stuff and where everything is. After the tour they said they will call back in a few days to let me know. I really hope I get it. 

After the interview I walked home. I went and got a coffee nearby and walked home. The GPS took me through this trail and it was so nice.  I walked just about half that trail. Saw some really cool art that I wish I would have taken pictures of. I only took one photo. I am sure I have it posted to my nuggget2.0 account on Instagram 

I did realize while on that walk that I do miss walking. I need to just go out and walk. Just pick a direction and walk. I felt so relaxed after that walk. I came home home ate a snack and relaxed a bit before my shower. 

Hopefully I get this job and if not I hope I land another interview soon. 

Today is my interview

 I am so nervous today. I have a job interview. I am feeling so anxious, mostly because I am not sure how I am going to get there and back. I can't wait to start making money again. I am thinking about walking back. I know it's crazy because it's over an hour of walking. Uber is so expensive right now. I don't have the money to get an Uber for there and back. So I might be walking back. It will be fine. I plan to try to get there 15 minutes before the interview starts. I will have plenty of time to get there and calm my nerves for a bit. I feel like it has been years since I have had a job or gone through an interview. Drinking coffee is not helping. Instead, it is giving me multiple bathroom trips. I am so anxious that I did not even do my workout. I just went straight to doing my makeup and planning out my outfit. I made it up with layers, so I will be comfy for my walk home. 

1 hour and 23 minutes, I will have to walk, and Uber is like $14.99 pre trip. I still have groceries to get tonight. So why not do what younger Nugget would do? Walk it. I am charging my phone right now so I will have plenty of charge for all the music I plan to listen to. I will most likely feel a ton better once I am back home or even walking home. I even packed sunscreen as well. 

Now I wait till 11 when I start to get ready, then it is just sitting and waiting to go. I have to be there @1pm today. I am so nervous. Okay, I will either update this post after I get back and have relaxed a bit, or I might make a whole new post, so stay tuned. Depending on some stuff, I might also post pictures on here as well. Talk to you soon loves <3