No phone?

Losing your phone to some people might be a bad thing. But, in reality it's a good thing. It gets you off your phone and out into the world. Like when you go for a walk outside with no headphones. If you go without headphones.

  Really you should thake some time from technology and just feel being outside. You can discover more on who you are. I'm kinda happy things have worked this way. I am working on being less attached to my phone. I don't "need" my phone. I am also trying New music. Some I have come to like and some that just are not my favorite. Because I don't really have my phone. I can discover who I am and what I am ment to do in the world.

This has been a great experience for me. I totally recommend doing it. Put the phone away and go for a walk. Read a book that you normall would not read. Same with movies an you might even be surprised. Just get out if that comfort zone. Cause that is what I am going to do this year. Totally learn and grow. I can't wait to see what kind of person I am at the end of the year. 😊

Adventure

Last year at this time. Me and my mom went on a road trip to Arlington Texas. She is a bikini competitor and she had a competition there. So we left Thursday night. And the moment we left I had the feeling of being free. It was the best feeling ever. The journey there was so pretty. The landscape that passed by so beautiful.

We listened to Three days grace on repeat and just talked the whole way. So that night we got a flat tire and stopped outside of a tire shop and it was closed. And mom did not freak instead she started laughing. Cause how ironic is that to get a flat tire and your outside a tire shop and they are closed.

  Once we got back on the road it was at least close to 1am.

Those 3 days were the best. I will always remember them.

So now a year later I want to have that same feeling again. And I'm thinking about those 3 days of when I felt the most happy. A feeling I have not had in a year at lest. So I am in search of that freedom. Hopefully I find it soon.

Cause I am ready for an adventure.

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An update on life

So here is a little update on my life. I will be starting a Youtube channel soon. Mostly videos of me painting and videos of me talking about random stuff. A vlog if you will. And just like this blog it probably won't have that many people subscribed to  it. Lol

I hope it goes well and I can get   some subscribers at lest.    

So the past couple of months have been hard. Because of relationships.

I feel like they are only in it for my body mostly. Or it just does not work out for now. So I'm kinda at this point now that I'm like Fuck all relationships. I just want to kinda focus on my art and see where that takes me. And try to find friends. Cause I need friends I think.

And I already am talking with people. So many neat artists and just over all great people to talk to. If one of you guys are reading this. Feel free to comment and also hey. 😁

  And I am finding out I love meeting new people. I just need to be able to be myself more outside of Instagram. 🙈

So that is what I want to accomplish this year. And I think by having a Youtube channel that will help with that. So you will be seeing more of me. My day to day life.

Filming will happen tomorrow. A get to know me video maybe. Or it might turn out be more of a ramble. Who knows.

Hopefully you guys might like my content.

Thank you to the people who read this. ❤