Trying to vlog

So today was not very productive. Although I did have an idea. To vlog every day. Even if I don’t post it just vlog. I have seen countless people vlog their lives. And it’s nothing like adventures or anything like that. It’s their life and what they do every day. That had me thinking that I actually can do that. I can vlog. Another thing. It doesn’t have to be like amazing quality. Some YouTubers I watch have thousands of subscribers and use their phone to vlog. So yea going to be trying that tomorrow and just vlog the rest of this week.
I don't know why I want to start doing it. Just like why not you know.

Other then that not much has happened. Well other than the ants that have decided to drop in uninvited. By ants I mean the tiny bugs that bite and steal crumbs from your kitchen. One of them managed to bite me on my butt while I slept. ON MY BUTT!!! Like how rude is that?
Luckily they have packed up and moved out now. At least I hope they have.

Well, hopefully, this post was entertaining to read. Let me know if there is anything I could do better. Or something you would like me to make a video about on my Youtube channel.

Blog every day

So I have been thinking about blogging every day. Bur, having a set time to have it published. Like right before bed talking about what I did during the day and the obstacles I overcame. While I don't do that much worth excitement. I do go through much in my head.  I struggle with always wanting to be perfect. To be the perfect daughter, sister, girlfriend and just overall person. Most days I feel like I have done good in being that. But, other days I feel like I have let everyone down. When people around me get stressed, sad or angry my head tells me it was my fault so I try to everything I can to help them feel better. I do my best to help if I can and when I can't help and they are stressed or upset I feel like I have failed them.
I go through a lot in the mind and I think typing it all out on a platform like this with not that many people reading I'll be able to say what I want to say.
So I'm going to try every day to write a blog post and post it at a time every day. I'm thinking of posting around 9 to 10 or when you see this one.

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Lost as Alice

I feel confused. Confused about who I am. When I feel that I might know I get lost again. My thoughts change, style, hobbies. I don't feel like myself. Everything is changing and I'm unsure as to what I should do. 
Things that I use to love I don't anymore. It is like I have lost interest in myself. Like I bore myself with everything. I can't keep my focus on anything and I find myself daydreaming about nothing really but it has me worried. It has only been in the last couple of weeks that I have felt this way or have gone deeper. As I'm in my head all the time it is hard to tell really. Does anyone else get like this? Or is it only me? And if you do how have you been able to overcome it? I'm feeling as lost as Alice here. Nothing is making any sense anymore. I'm sure no one is even reading this.
But, if you are, please comment.