Yea I know I'm young. I'm young and I don't know what to do in life. If your like me you change what you want to do with your life. I have changed my mind so many times. Recently landing on being a chef. Which I plan on doing.
Because I change it a lot it feels more like a hobby rather than what I want to do. So I feel so dumb. Last year I drove myself crazy with what I wantes to do. I would google collages and shit.
From psychology to art school. I am interested in a lot of fields. But none that seem to be where I want to go. Except now. Culinary school.
But, (now we come to the broke part)
I'm freakin broke. Which is why I'm searching for that job.
It has draw a back though. My anxiety. Anxiety is bad my friend. Which is why I won't film myself and do vlogs or lives on Instagram or Facebook. Because I go on and 1. No one shows and 2. I get tongue tied and forget how to speak.
A short term goal I have is to one day be able to do that. But for now I'm going to hide behind this screen.🙈
The past couple of days this is just something I have been thinking about. Me being young dumb and broke.
But, its okay. Because everyone has to start somewhere. So I'm starting here. Trying to live life. :)
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