So yesterday I was home alone for a little while and I started thinking. I need to start making friends and gong out hand hanging with them. I need to start going out and going to like an art museum or something. Because while being alone is nice doing things alone outside the house is also nice.
I also need to get back into my studies. I fell into a depressed state and didn't do it in a month. This month is all about exploring and finding myself again. I am already getting back into crocheting and reading. I am also working on watching movies more. Especially the classics like Funny face and Gone with the wind. I downloaded the kindle app on my phone so I can start reading again. I will also be going and getting my library card soon so I can read actual books instead of just my phone. Too much screen time gives me a headache.
I made a list of things I want to try to do and see. Either alone or with a friend.
Mostly this year is to just reinvent/be myself. I feel that going out will help with my anxiety and make feel like I can do anything and go almost anywhere.
While I am scared of what life is going to bring me I am also excited as well.
I know with my job I can talk with people now and hold a conversation. Which is good for me.
Because I was not able to do that before. So far this year and last couple of months last year I have grown a bit and am a bit more comfortable being myself.
This post feels like it's all over the place. Sorry about that.
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