Hey, it has been a while I know. A lot has happened since I last posted. Such as a new job and a new place to live.
I got a job in a call center. I moved closer to my new job. I'm trying to adjust to it all still.
It has been pretty scary not going to lie. I am not used to this still. The being alone and not knowing this area very well. I am trying to get better and explore what is around me. I know where two Wal-marts are which is good. It's all within walking distance kinda. About 30 mins to and from. I do enjoy walking around this area.
Now to deal with being lonely I am going to be getting a pet soon. I was thinking of a cat. So I have someone to keep me company. I am also going to be getting into videogames. To help take my mind off things. Along with talking to a counselor. The reason behind that is one day while I was at work I got bad bad anxiety. Like everything was crashing down on me bad. So I downloaded Betterhelp to see if maybe this will help. I will also be better about posting new blog posts. I am thinking once a week. To see if maybe it will help calm my anxiety a bit.
I really dislike change. This change is very scary. I have to basically rebuild a home from nothing. So far my apartment does not feel like home. I hope that changes n the near future.
