Hey, it has been a while I know. A lot has happened since I last posted. Such as a new job and a new place to live.
I got a job in a call center. I moved closer to my new job. I'm trying to adjust to it all still.
It has been pretty scary not going to lie. I am not used to this still. The being alone and not knowing this area very well. I am trying to get better and explore what is around me. I know where two Wal-marts are which is good. It's all within walking distance kinda. About 30 mins to and from. I do enjoy walking around this area.
Now to deal with being lonely I am going to be getting a pet soon. I was thinking of a cat. So I have someone to keep me company. I am also going to be getting into videogames. To help take my mind off things. Along with talking to a counselor. The reason behind that is one day while I was at work I got bad bad anxiety. Like everything was crashing down on me bad. So I downloaded Betterhelp to see if maybe this will help. I will also be better about posting new blog posts. I am thinking once a week. To see if maybe it will help calm my anxiety a bit.
I really dislike change. This change is very scary. I have to basically rebuild a home from nothing. So far my apartment does not feel like home. I hope that changes n the near future.
I also dislike change, it can be very scary but at the same time, it can be good, video games are a good distraction, and I think adopting a cat would be a great idea. I wish you luck on rebuilding your home, making it yours I mean. I feel like I'm invading a personal thing but I found this at random. Just know you're not alone in the world, anxiety is not an easy thing to deal with but with the right therapist I'm sure you'll learn how to cope with it a little better, but it takes time. You could look into finding a grounding technique that works for you. xx -J
ReplyDeleteCat for pet is just nice. For a company n dealing with loneliness
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