I’m really tired. Like mentally tired. I also feel kinda angry. Will this feeling ever go away? Will I be stuck feeling this way forever? All these emotions make me feel like I’m insane. Between figuring out how I feel and just everyday stuff. It makes me so tired.
Like making a life for myself alone. I feel so alone everyday. I don’t know where to go so I stay home. I feel like I wasted my 20s trying to survive. Now I’m still surviving but surviving alone. Which makes me feel bad because there are worse things going on. I should be doing something to help. Does this make me selfish? Am I a bad person?
When asked what would make me feel better. I just think about wanting to be held. To be told everything will be okay. To be tucked in and be told to rest. I just want to be a child again. I would be good. I’d do as I’m told. I’ll clean up after myself. I just want my childhood back. I don’t want to be an adult. I’m tired. I’m tired please I’m tired.
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