You know feeling like a gypsy is nice. You get to feel free. I do feel free. The only thing is trying to find that feeling of home to make the world your home. I have yet to find that feeling of home. Because its not a place for me. Home is a feeling of comfort and happiness.
For the most part I just feel at ease. Like life is what it is. Yes I get days where I am depressed. But its mostly where ever life want s to take me I'm cool. ☺
My journey so far as been interesting. I wouldn't change a thing though. For I have grown wiser. I know things I did not know a year before. I am very happy with who I am now. I am focusing more on me this year. I need to love myself more. I have not been doing that. 😞
So I am working on going to bed a little earlier and going for walks more. For there is only one me.
I was looking back at some photos recently. And I saw a picture of me from like 2 years ago. I look different then who I was before. I look different and feel different. Like I have lost some weight. And mentally I just feel better. Another reason to that is i am out of my toxic relationship. As much as I loved him I had to let him go. He drained me. Made me feel so bad about who I was. Please don't take this as a slam. He is a good person. He is now going to school and is focusing on his life. I do wish him well.
Enough about the past its time for now and the future.
😁
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