Hey guys I know its been a while. Been going through some stuff.
A lot of stuff. All of it mental. Like two weeks ago I went through another breakup. I'm still sad about it but am able to function now. And for a while I was in kinda a dark place. Depressed and barely slept and ate. And all of this was over a guy. Now yes I did really love him. But after it got me thinking.
Do I really need or want to be in a relationship right now? Or do I want to wait and find out who I am and get myself taken care of.
Relationships can be really get. You have the feeling of loving someone and being loved. Now that is a really nice feeling. But I will survive without being in a relationship. Because I'm 20 right now. I'm young and have no idea on who I am. Hell I don't even know what I want to do. I have so many ideas on what I want but can't pick a direction and stick with it.
I want to be a special effects makeup artist and I want to open my own coffee shop and be an amazing artist and save all my money buy an RV and travel around the U.S
So I really need to focus on what I want and need right now.
Not knowing what I want is annoying. I just hope I'm able to figure it out.
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