So these past two days I have been thinking. I know I know that's dangerous 😂
I have been thinking about who I am now versed who I was 3 years ago and well the girl I was 3 years ago use to have a small sense of who she was. The girl I am now is lost. With no sense of who I am. I keep doubting everything about myself. Like when I go clothes shopping I look at all the clothes and wonder if I will actually wear or use it. It is like I don't know myself anymore.
I use to know who I was. Where I wanted to go in life. What I wanted to do. The places I would go and see.
I know people change. But, don't they at least still know who they are after the change?
I just wish I had some sort of direction to head in. Hopefully one day I will know who I am. That's what this journey is about right? Self-discovery and stuff. The only thing is is that it is not like those coming of age movies you see. This feels more alone. Especially with not that many friends in the mix. The movies make everything seem so romantic and glamorous.
I can't wait to find myself. Maybe then I and she can have coffee together and caught up.
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