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Hey, it is me. As you can tell and it been a while. So two days ago I made my first YouTube video again. I have gained a couple new subscribers. So that is exciting. Tomorrow I'm going to try and film a vlog and then edit it. I don't know much about the editing but, I'm trying. That's all one can really do. So if you are a subscriber then thank you for subscribing. I will do my best to try and not let you down. Hopefully, I edit it okay. Maybe not a vlog maybe a coffee talk. I don't know what I'm doing. I did take some notes on a couple topics. I could talk about those.
 See this is what I meant. I really do kinda suck at this. I am trying and I am going to continue with posting videos. It just might take me a long while to get n the groove of things. Like it did for me here. But, maybe my platform is better on YouTube. Rather than typing here. Since no one really reads this. Seriously if anyone does read this. Hi and thank you so much for reading and being with me on my life journey so far. ❤
It does mean a lot. Because it tells me someone is listening. It is easier to get my thoughts out on here without all the stuttering and long pauses and such. But that is me. Even talking to me in person I stutter and forget what I'm talking about half the time.
 I just hope filming myself will help me with being shy and stuff and hopefully, I learn how to edit my freakin videos. Noted that filming on my laptop to then edit does not work and I need to film on my phone. I feel so much like an armature LOL
Like so don't know what I'm doing. And well that is the purpose of the videos and these blog posts. To show you-you don't need to know what you are doing in life as long as you are enjoying life.
As I'm typing all this I'm thinking I need to go to bed but really its almost 5 minutes to 8. It is not even late. Like not even close. Although I might just sleep earlier. #livinglikelarry