That is what my mind tells me every day. That I'm nothing. That no matter how hard I try I'll never be good enough. It is hard to live with me every day not wanting to be me.
Then I thought "wait this is no way to live. Hating myself every day. I need to learn to love myself and accept myself for who I am"
That is hard for me. Almost all my life I have hated who I am. Wishing for parts of me to be different. Thinner, prettier, smaller feet. I just can not live like this anymore. I want to be able to love myself and know that I am enough. That I do not need to change.
I was watching this Youtuber earlier today. She is no one big Yet she inspired me. Her channel is called Char Belacqua. And in the two videos she has, she talks about just living life. Because most of us are not really living life. We scroll on Instagram, Pinterest, and Facebook and compare our lives and only fantasize about the life we want. And that is it. We don't do anything further.
So with Char Belacqua, she went to go live the best life she possibly could. That is what I want to live the best life I possibly can. Because I deserve it. I deserve to live the life I want and I need to just go out there and live it. It is not going to just come to me I have to go to it.
So I'm going to shave my head and start my life over. Giving myself a clean slate. From now onI'm going to live the life I want and take risks. I want to do things that scare me. I need to move on with my life and stop living in the past. So that is just what I am going to do. And I hope you guys go out of your comfort zone and live. Go and live your life to the fullest.
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