So since no one really reads this I am going to turn it into an online diary. So with that being said.
Now as you know I am currently dating/with someone. And I'm going to confess something. He is the first guy I have gone out with and things such as that. Even holding hands.
I have never really dated before. Unless you count watching a movie over the phone. Audio only and then hanging up once the movie is over a "date". I do not anymore. I use to.
So I'm dating this guy and he is super sweet and cute/sexy. At this moment and time with him, I am finding myself developing feelings for him. The type of things I am feeling I have never felt before with anyone else. The butterflies in my stomach and the blushing and finding hard to look him in the eye. I have just found out that those feelings are completely normal for one to feel when attracted to someone.
I found this out when I talked with my Mom about it. Yes, I am 21 and I don't know what it is like to date people or what the feeling for falling for someone is like. Do I feel embarrassed about it? Nope, I know people get to experience things sooner or later than other people. Mine happened to be not in my teens. But, rather in my younger adult life. That is something about life that I am happy about yet scared at the exact same time. Because I am just starting out in the adult world. I mean I am looking into my own apartment and living on my own. I have never done that before. And no one knows what they are doing. I need to keep reminding myself of that. I do have this.
Dating, working and soon living on my own.
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