Taking risks. That is something I find hard to do. I want to get better at it. To start doing things that scare me. like telling that cute guy I'm with on how much I really like him. To call up a place and schedule an appointment. To go out and take me out on a date to get to know myself. To say what I actually feel or am thinking. That is something I want to change.
Because in the end, I don't want to say "what if?" I don't want to kick myself for not buying that shirt I have been wanting or to not say to that guy " Hey I really fucking like you"
I want to be able to grab his hand and kiss him by surprise you know. Or to just go out on a Wednesday night and get a drink by myself.
I don't want to find myself saying "What if?" any more.
So no more overthinking. No more being scared. I am just going to start doing it. And seeing what happens. obviously, I will be smart about most things and not do anything stupid. Like, buy drugs or stupid stupid shit like that.
I don't want to be scared and overthink anymore. So hears to doing and not overthinking.
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