The world is challanging me

While I have a job I am still worried about next month's rent. One of the few good things is I do have a job for this Wednesday. I hope I get it. I need anything right now. I am will to really work for it. Right now Whataburger is all I have. It does not pay that much. Because of it, I am pretty stressed out. Money is always a problem I am seeing. 

I am also seeing myself going through a mid-life crisis at the age of 22. I am freaking out about what I want to do with my life. I am scared about the future because it is so money based. And I feel like there will never be a time where I am not so stressed anymore. Stressing and worrying and depression is all I know now. I am really hoping and praying that I get that job at Cracker-barrel. I can not take the stress anymore.