Coffee in the afternoon

 So I'm currently sitting on the floor of my bedroom and drinking coffee. I'm trying to figure out what to type and I can't. I have been going about this wrong. I am trying so hard to be perfect that I can not get anything up on time. I was suppose to get this post up yesterday but being perfect held me back and a whole lot of procrastination. I am bad at that. Like my mom will ask me to do something and I will always say I'll do it later then I don't. so fast forward to 5 days later and it still has yet to be done. Or I get distracted. This happens a lot. Even when I'm messaging with someone I will get distracted with a notification on my phone or cleaning something and totally forget to text back.
I'm trying to get better at it though. Like I'll think to myself that if I get it done now I won't have to do it later.
Like I keep doing with this blog post. I keep putting this off because I have no idea on what to even talk about. So This week end that is what I will be researching. Yes I will be researching what to talk about. I'm that kind of person.
Writing in my journal is easier to do then this. I have no idea as to why. But, I am trying. I did say I would post more so that is what I am going to do.
So as I have been trying to blog these past couple of days I have been listening to Twenty-one pilots and they are my favorite band at the moment. Favorite song by them is Lane boy. My favorite band changes month to month or week to week. Cause that's part of what I do.
 Basically all I'm doing is rambling which is why I gave on on having a YouTube channel. Because I would keep talking or would not talk enough and it would be almost an hour long video of nothing. So I'm just going to leaving Vlogging to the people who know what they are doing. And its why my Instagram channel is dead. The last time I did a video was to say that I was done with YouTube and deleting all my content. Which one day i might go back to. Maybe. So I have wasted most of today on YouTube anyways trying to get ideas. Sadly I have none so far.
So this is all for now with my boring blog. I will do my best to make the next post more interesting.