New year pt.1

Its weird that in only a certain amount of hours it will be next year. I'm a little sad to see this year end. Because of all the memories I have made. But, the new year is also very exciting. For me it give a new life. Like I can renew myself. I can change everything and make a whole new me. Its like killing my old self every year. Its evolving yourself. I know I sound like a broken record. But, I'm fascinated by it.

  And next year I can become a new me. Who will I be next? What will I look like? Will I finally snap and be a bitch? Or will I change my appearance? Be blonde or have red hair? I may never know till the end of next year. I enjoy changing. I enjoy searching for what is lost in myself. Trying to find myself. And the first thing is getting a job, Save money. I don't have a certain amount. I just know I need to save.
   I'm sorry its been taking me a while to write another post. The holidays as they are to most people are a crazy time. Full of family. Which is what we did. Bringing the family together for new years.
And at this moment I'm sitting on the couch drinking my once was hot coffee. While the real adults talk to one another. Most of which I can't understand. Because they are talking in spanish. But, What is nice about it is that its comforting.
Family is comforting.
 I don't really have much to say today. I'll try and blog a couple more posts today. Telling you guys What I am doing. It probably won't be as exciting as most people blog or vlog about but, its something.