Another chapter in my life

So a new chapter. I have till Wednesday to move out of the place I currently am living. Not being able to drive makes things so much harder. I have most of my stuff packed up. I have a storage unit that I can put them in till I find a place. It is mostly just getting the boxes there. 

Then I need a place to sleep. So I'll have to do something I won't like and that is asking a friend if I can crash on their couch. Hopefully, they say yes.   

A friend of mine taught me something very recently. That is always expect to be disappointed. In other words, don't get your hopes up. That is something that I have been thinking about. And also you can't rely on a lot of people or take their words and promises seriously. They always end up not coming through. Then you are left hurt. That is what is making this harder. Seeing that people will say you can go to them for anything. But, really it's just if you need a hug. Anything else and they tell you to go ask someone else or "Oh sorry that sucks" 

I do feel like giving up. Part of me feels like there is no hope. The other part is really angry with people. So I want to be able to do this. To get a new place and a better job and such. I hope things look up a little bit soon. I am getting tired of crying and stressing. Getting tired of feeling alone and it is just me against the world. 

I want to say though. That there are a few people that have been here for me. A few friends and this one subscriber who has been leaving comments on these posts. It means a lot to know that someone is here and is so kind. Thank you.