I need a new hobby. I can’t seem to find anything I enjoy anymore. Reading doesn’t keep my interest. Crochet kinda gets boring after like 30 ish minutes. (Sad about that)
I have tried gaming but it gets tiring after like an hour. I’m sad about all of this. I use to be able to read and paint and do a whole bunch of stuff like that for hours. Now I can’t seem to find joy in anything I do. Even shows that I use to watch all the time are getting kind of old. Depression be ruining everything.
Maybe I’m just having a hard time being alone. That the loneliness is getting to me. But, shouldn’t that make me want to get a new hobby more? I feel like my only hobby is scrolling social media anymore. I’m trying to cut back on the scrolling by doing other stuff. But, I can’t seem to find something I enjoy doing.
Having to face being alone is so lonely. Like what do I even do in this situation? Going places just makes me feel lonely. And I get sad because I see everyone else enjoying being with friends or their loved ones and I’m just by myself. Idk what to do at this point. Maybe I should look for my sketch pads and try drawing/ painting again. I’m not good but I use to enjoy it. Idk.
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